I've been... preoccupied in so many ways recently, it's amazing how effective it was. I remember the tagline of the movie "The Devil's Advocate:" Evil has its winning ways. I won't go into much detail, since it's been so long I hardly remember the lessons God taught me during that time (which would have been the Devil's purpose, I think). I can recall my PC breaking down, a foiled business venture, plus a plethora of financial, spiritual, emotional and psychological turmoil... disappointment and distractions abound.
I have to remind myself of my duty as a Royal Priest, but the thought of Christ's salvation passes most peoples' minds without my help. And right now, even I need salvation - in a real-world crisis sense. I can only cry out, God help me. God help us, every one.
Now I have to catch up on sleep to prep for work. The sad lesson from the movie "Lord of War" comes to mind: "They say 'Evil prevails when good men do nothing.' They should say 'Evil prevails.'" While I play "Waiting on the World to Change" by John Mayer, I think I prefer waiting on God instead... but the world won't wait for God, and vice versa.